No.986
As an outcast,You must mingle with your own kind.let me explain:
when it comes to normal people, true friendship doesnt exist, the same can be said of true love.normal people simulate emotions but do not actually feel them like you and I.Everything is an act for these people,from love to loss, in weddings or funerals. They have these surface level relationships that end the moment they realize they have nothing to gain.Almost all normal people are sociopaths, some more than the others.During interactions,normal people are constantly judging eachother's place on the social totem pole which determines their overall behaviour as well as the extent of their involvment with eachother. These "people" will often use different social tactics to benefit from eachother or to exploit the other person.they also use their social power to influence other normal people for various purposes,often by flaunting their money,relationships and material possesions.these creatures can also form alliances or coalitions known as friendships or marriages which in truth are nothing more than a mutually beneficial relationship,a form of commensalism if you will,like that of the birds and the alligators in a swamp.This is because normal people are powerhungry beings incapable of empathy and only ever show sympathy to sustain or improve their social power.
i've never had normal person friends in my life only temporary acquaintances.This same phenomena has also plagued my dating life.I have had several gfs but i've never felt close to any of them,simply because i could feel that they didnt really care about me and were only around to benefit from me in one way or another.At some point,every single one of them verbally admitted the fact that they never loved me.This caused a lot of sadness and anguish untill i came to a startling realization.
Self/mutual interest drives all normal person interactions and social power is both a regulator of behaviour and their final endgoal. You'd be surprised to know that normal people do all of this on a subconcious level,so much so that they regard it as normal and totally acceptable!