No.5175
How do I develop social skills/reintegrate as a recovering NEET?
I've been socially isolated for almost 7 years while jumping back and forth between informal employment/grey markets, dead end jobs and unemployment without really being able to relate with anyone in those environments and sometimes even squandering easy dating opportunities, recently the lockdown has given me anxiety over not wanting to waste my life any longer in one of the worst times to do so, specially since I would be older than the people I would have to interact with which would make them see me as lesser than them.
I didn't want to become a NEET, it happened after I stopped seeing any point in moving forward in life and felt deeply guilty about it.