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 No.2791

Any selfharm advice? (Where to cut to make it invisible for others, what to use for that etc) Currently I use pocket scalpel on my shoulder.
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 No.2792

No, don't bother with that.
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 No.2793

>>2792
people that do "cutting" (i think that's the informal term) get a dopamine hit alongside the pain, so it's rather pointless to tell them not to. Words can't compete with head-chemicals.

There are however substitutes, that do not cause wounds. Like electrical stimulation pens that usually have a piezoelectric clicker that give a decent enough zing, that is similar enough.

>>2791
You stll here OP ?
Get one of those electrical stimulation pens, these can pack a decent jolt, that's probably enough to drop this "habit".
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 No.2794

>>2793
>people that do "cutting" (i think that's the informal term) get a dopamine hit alongside the pain, so it's rather pointless to tell them not to.
That's not even always true. I'm not even sure that it's usually true.
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 No.2795

>>2794
I'm just relaying information i've got from reading highly condensed textbook summaries. Witout actually having read the actual textbooks. So if you know more, explain how this really works.
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 No.2796

>>2791
STOP IT WITH THE FUCKING SUICIDE ATTEMPTS AND GOTH DEPRESSION NONSENSE. EITHER BECOME MANIC OR ADOPT A PRO-LIVING WORLDVIEW. YOU CAN START BY WATCHING THE SCI-FI ANIMES:
1. AD POLICE FILES
2. ANGEL COP
3. ARGENTO SOMA
4. ARMITAGE III
5. BATTLE ANGEL ALITA
6. BLACK MAGIC M66
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 No.2797

>>2796
Being pro-living is dumb.
It's better to put the will-to-die energy into something productive - anime and escapism are stupid. Life is pain, all must die, so die fighting, die working against the evil.
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 No.2798

Most important advice I can offer is that you disinfect the wounds after making them.
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 No.2799

>>2797

1. JUST ABOUT EVERY NON-PARASITE-INFECTED ANIMAL IN EXISTANCE HAS WHAT IS CALLED SURVIVAL INSTINCTS AKA LIVE AT ALL COSTS

2. THIS RANDOM IMPRESSIONABLE SAD OP IS OP OF TWO THREADS THAT DWELL ON SUICIDAL SHIT. IN BOTH THREADS YOU SICK PERSON ENCOURAGE SUICIDE AKA ATTEMPTED MURDER BY PROXY

3.HOW CAN ANIME AND ESCAPISM BE STUPID? ANTI-ANIME PEOPLE, YOU REALLY WANNA KNOW WHAT THEY DO FOR FUN? THEY WATCH ALL THE QUEERS DIARIES SHOWS ON NETFLIX!

4. YOU HAVE AN UNINFORMED NORMIE UNDERTSTANDING OF THE HUMAN BRAIN. THE SUICIDAL/DEPRESSION GLASSES TINT OF SEEING THE WORLD ISN'T A FORCE AND IT ISN'T CHANNELABLE.

IF YOU WERE TO SEE A BIPOLAR-1 PERSON OFF THEIR ROCKERS TALKING ABOUT BEING THE SURGEON GENERAL OF THE UNIVERSE, SCREAMING AT THE CLOUDS AND GETTING CAUGHT STEALING A MONOPOLY SET FROM A STORE BUY PAYING WITH THE MONEY INSIDE, YOU'D BE JUST LIKE EVERONE OH "CRAZINESS=RANDOM"!

FASCINATING FACT THOUGH, LISTING ALL OF THE SYMPTOMS A BIPOLAR-1 GOES THROUGH ON MANIC EPISODES AND THEN COMPARING IT TO A LIST OF WHAT DEPRESSED/SUICIDAL THINK AND DO, THERE IS A 1:1 CORESSPONDENCE. MANIA IS LITERALLY ANTIDEPRESSION AND DEPRESSION IS LITERALLY ANTI-MANIA. REAL LIFE NO JOKE MULTIPOLARITY OF THE BRAIN. THIS IS WHY IT WAS RENAMED FROM MANICDEPRESSION TO BIPOLAR.
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 No.2800

>>2799
>1. JUST ABOUT EVERY NON-PARASITE-INFECTED ANIMAL IN EXISTANCE HAS WHAT IS CALLED SURVIVAL INSTINCTS AKA LIVE AT ALL COSTS
And humans are regularly suicidally depressed. It's not a matter of parasitic infection, maybe there's just something wrong with the way we live.

>2. THIS RANDOM IMPRESSIONABLE SAD OP IS OP OF TWO THREADS THAT DWELL ON SUICIDAL SHIT.

I never did that, liar.

>3.HOW CAN ANIME AND ESCAPISM BE STUPID? ANTI-ANIME PEOPLE, YOU REALLY WANNA KNOW WHAT THEY DO FOR FUN? THEY WATCH ALL THE QUEERS DIARIES SHOWS ON NETFLIX!

No I don't. I don't even have Netflix, I can't afford it and I don't have the time to watch random bullshit.

>4. YOU HAVE AN UNINFORMED NORMIE UNDERTSTANDING OF THE HUMAN BRAIN. THE SUICIDAL/DEPRESSION GLASSES TINT OF SEEING THE WORLD ISN'T A FORCE AND IT ISN'T CHANNELABLE.

No I don't. I've tried to kill myself at least 5 times. It was my primary motivator and the desire on which I based my actions for years. My last job I only got because I had spent all my money before a previous (failed) attempt and I needed money to buy a shotgun since that's a more reliable method than my previous one was. I wanted to die more than anything. No amount of stupid entertainment or hedonism or escapism changed that, it was all fake and meaningless and empty. Nothing felt good.

That didn't change. What changed is that I realized that there are people at the top levels of government who are even worse people than I am. The hate I feel for myself drove me previously to do all kinds of things in pursuit of ending my enemy, my self. I destroyed my life to die, and every day I lived on was an insult, a reminder of the humiliating times I failed even at dying. I hated myself more than I liked anything, needed to end it more than I needed anything. My life had no purpose but to end, and I realized that, from my perspective, life is mostly just pain and misery and the best anyone can hope for is a painless exit. The only thing which changed my perspective at all was seeing the US gov't fully back a genocide, because as much as I hated myself, I realized that those people doing that were much worse.

I saw people far away who really wanted to live, who have lives they care about, who have values and beliefs, and they were being wiped out by the will of my government. Those people care about their communities. They don't just sit around telling eachother to watch Goblin Slayer or whatever, they actually care about eachother and their lives and right and wrong, and they're being wiped out. When you realize that there are people high up in this world, at the highest levels of power, who are objectively worse than you, no matter how bad you think you are, that changes your perspective. All this hate I have has been drawn like a magnet to Joe Biden, to Blinken, to Netanyahu. I am not afraid to die, I made peace with death long ago, but I will not die for nothing, I will pursue my death fighting for liberation, and I embrace my liberation from this mortal cage as I do so.
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 No.2801

stop being a suicidal fagget
everyone wants to die either surrounded by loved ones, or surrounded by their enemies in glorious combat
if u want the latter then read Nietzsche then Lenin then Che in that order
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 No.2802

if u dont like that then be like everyone else and choose life, but even a bougie ass "noble death" is better than being a nihilistic fag
leftists need to get over their extermination fetish ASAP its ultra ghey and a sign of profound weakness
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 No.2803

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>>2800

>I never did that, liar.


I WRONGLY THOUGHT THAT "KARDO" AND THIS OP WERE THE SAME PERSON & AND DIDNT PAY FULL ATTENTION TO THE KARDO THREAD

YOU THINK ANIME IS TRASH BECAUSE YOU REALLY DO WATCH ALL THE LGBT'S ON NETFLIX IN SECRET

YOUR NOBLE DEATH WILL BE GETTING PUNCHED IN THE STOMACH BY A CONSERVATIVE GRANNY ON DAY 1, GET OVER YOUR EXTERMINATION FETISH
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 No.2804

>>2791
>>2800

BEING PRO-LIVING IS THE WISEST CHOICE KNOWN TO MAN, LITERALLY THE DIFFERENCE OF GETTING RUN OVER BY A CITY BUS OR NOT
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 No.2808

>>2797
>Muh anime is bad


Here we go again.

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