>>1548kinda based kinda gey
like this is what capitalism naturally does, so wanting this is siding with the system oppressing you, so i dont know
That said, if you've never had good life experiences that give u a glimmer of hope even, then i get it, cause it wont look just like civ to you, it'll seem like life itself is bad. So whatever i guess. Fuck civ though, because it's what makes life shit, and it's goal is turning all living things into dead ones
based gets anyways, satan