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 No.8096

I do not mean get a GF and all that but just going outside trying the normie life I have tried it and it is really just awful not because of people but they can be horrible mainly there is nothing out there.

If I decided to go out I could drink with random people and do what normal people like but why bother? I just wnat to sleep and listen to good music.
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 No.8097

Do you post to the music board?

>>>/music/
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 No.8098

Also, uh… it depends on what you mean by normal life. I had a job and a relationship and a social life (sort of) for years, but in retrospect I was still weird. I wouldn't go back to it, not because I get any kind of gratification out of being a bum (I don't), but because I only got a job to begin with so I could afford to kill myself… and all the time I was working, I had to be a nihilist. I hated myself, I worked to kill myself, and got carried away with pleasures and stupid projects because it didn't matter enough not to. The only thing temporarily keeping me off the "kill yourself" mission is the fundamental knowledge, the visceral understanding, that the people running the USA are even worse people than I am… which I had really forgotten until Biden & the entire political establishment went hard backing genocide and arresting students for opposing it. It's an understanding which has motivated me to work, and it's a shame that there is no pay for this work because it's certainly more important than anything I ever did professionally. I can't split my focus between this and bartending or something, prioritizing anything else itself is innately nihilistic and suicidal because I can feel the incinerating fire which burns people even far away and trying to focus on anything else only makes it worse and brings the flame closer.

Drinking is boring, but there are drugs that aren't boring. One or two, maybe three or four, most drugs are very dull or worse. I sort of miss the good drugs.
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 No.8099

>>8097
>>8098
shalom,
Nothing will happen.
That is all.
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 No.8100

>>8099
What?
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 No.8102

>>8100
a bot maybe?
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 No.8103

>>8096
Yeah the thing is, it's not hard to be a normie granted you have certain social awareness, I've gotten close to normie circles in the past and I'm a massive schizo.
But you need to say goodbye to your natural thought processes, you're an impostor, normies are normies because that's all they know but you bear the weight of the world while having to repress yourself. It's like being castrated. And the energy it draws from you it's not worth it.

And I'm not against normies at all, I actually think they are the smart ones for just being themselves and enjoying life while we rot away in our minds
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 No.8104

The key is striking a balance, fake it till you make it, only engage with normies in professional circles for career advancement, find yourself a 'tist wife and your life is set

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