>>8284for a while yes but i stopped because this way of thinking is pathological. not to say that it's wrong, if anything its a brute fact, but the problem is with the way its experienced
ultimately the most honest truth about who you are is in what you actually end up doing in the real world, so the problem with this attitude is really that it turns you into a husk, its reacting to a real and serious problem but in a pathological way that cripples your ability to form relationships with others and thus have any influence in the world, its self-sabotaging and hinders growth and is generally repulsive to others
i think a lot of the worst elitist cunts on the planet end up sharing this sentiment, they just managed to transform it into aesthetics, complemented by hypermoralization and insane narcissism and an obsession with abusive authority, theyre good case studies on Nietzsches points about ressentiment and slave morality