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 No.2296

I'm a few years from reaching thirty, currently have no friends and never had sex or even kissed a girl. But lately it has been driving home a lot harder. The blackpill reminds me of how worthless my shitty existence is. I'm posting here out of despair. Women have high physical standards. Women (especially physically unfit women) want men more physically fit than them, and physically inferior men have it hard. Women are having a ton of sex with a different attractive man each week while I'm sitting here all alone. The blackpill made me realize how much of a worthless reject I am to society. I am nothing. No women I've ever met wanted to befriend/get into a relationship with me. I'll never breed because I'm unattractive, introvert and physically unfit, I hate myself with a burning passion. Why did I have to be cursed with being a repulsive low value male?
As we grow up, I think that society and the media feed us this idea that many of us just don't think to question. I don't smoke, I don't drink. But life isn't like those movies. More than five years ago, I started giving up entirely on being in the kind of relationship that I dreamed of for years. It was a humble, clean dream of togetherness, symbiosis and trust that I realized will never come true, and made me so depressed that I crippled my future over it. I failed completely. Nothing is right. How can I ever trust any woman? I am jealous as to how easy most people start a romantic or sexual relationship. I seem to find no other way to let go from being obsessed with girls without feeling resentment. It's an inescapable catch-22. Women want men that are desired, and if you can't find a woman that finds you desirable, than no other woman will. It's a very lonely miserable existence. I don't know what to do anymore. Is it worth it to change myself and become a better person? Basically what I'm asking is how do I un-blackpill myself?
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 No.2297

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>>2296
>the kind of relationship that I dreamed of for years. It was a humble, clean dream of togetherness, symbiosis and trust
Cringe.
Imagine being such a fag.

>Basically what I'm asking is how do I un-blackpill myself?
Why would you ever want to "un-blackpill" yourself lol? Blackpill is freedom. Blackpill is the peace of mind. Blackpill is nirvana.

You are not worthy of blackpill, you wretched failed normie. Go fuck a prostitute and quit your whining.
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 No.2298

>>2297
How is it freeing?
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 No.2299

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 No.2301

>>2298
it frees you of such delusions as "clean dream of togetherness, yada-yada"

it frees you by revealing objective constraints to your existence, so that you can finally cease your futile efforts and apply oneself in that sphere of being where your efforts actually can produce results
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 No.2302

>>2299
this is actually horrifying
one little blackcel and a gang of butch transhumanists
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 No.2303

>>2301
But if you give up on this sphere, then according to most public perceptions you're a loser, and losers have a social stigma. How do you deal with that?
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 No.2304

>>2303
If you think having a relationship would make you "not a looser" in public eye, then I have bad news for u..

people think various shit about other people all the time
stigmas are there not to root out undesirable behavior, but for social control
It is not about controlling the stigmatized, but about controlling the non-stigmatized
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 No.2305

>>2304
>stigmas are there not to root out undesirable behavior, but for social control
>It is not about controlling the stigmatized, but about controlling the non-stigmatized
Can you expand on this?
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 No.2306

>>2305
what is there to expand on?
incel stigma affects everyone, except chads
and the whole final conclusion of the blackpill is that you just can't become a chad, it is an innate characteristic
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 No.2307

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>>2306
Theres still one final pill for you to take
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 No.2308

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>>2307
nothing more final in this world than the blackpill, troon

troonmaxxing is a bluepill praxis - just over-sexualized failed normies grasping at straws, terrified of the blackpill
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 No.2309

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this is what u look like OP
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 No.2310

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you're on the right OP
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 No.2311

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 No.2312

>>2310
>female Hasbara
kek!
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 No.5407

OP here, my situation hasn't changed. Bumping in hopes of new insights or comments.
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 No.5409

>>5407
Have you at least tried changing anything in the last year?
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 No.5410

>>5409
I started showering daily again. Got a shorter haircut, but my forehead is large. I don't know how to talk to/approach/meet people, let alone a woman. (inb4 she's just a human, inb4 just be friends first, inb4 friendzone bullshit blablabla). Haven't ejaculated since December 2023, somehow still look at NSFW materials and have sexual thoughts… I don't know.
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 No.5411

>>5410
Those sound like good improvements. I wish I could give you advice but I am in the exact same situation. You are not alone.
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 No.5412

>>5410
delete your porn archive it helps
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 No.5415

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>>2296
>never had sex or even kissed a girl
Don't worry. If you achieved this, you would actually become even more blackpilled.

>The blackpill made me realize how much of a worthless reject I am to society
The real blackpill is that the society you live in is worthless and promotes the existence of adult children who are incapable of being honest, fair and responsible in relationships (this probably includes yourself).

I realized that "tfw no gf" is an illusion after I dated some women and every single one I dated was incredibly unstable and basically dangerous to be around. I would love to meet a woman who is a trustworthy and responsible person like me, but I'm not salty about being alone right now because I realized that the vast majority of women in this country are pretty awful to be with in one way or another (obviously, men are no different, but I'm not attracted to them). I will just be patient and try to improve my own life, and be open to meeting a good woman organically. It could take years or never happen.

"The revolutionary is a doomed man."
-t. Nechayev

Knowing a bit of the truth about the world we live in, and trying to live by it at least somewhat, makes dating even more difficult. If I was to consider a serious, long term relationship, then I have standards that are nearly impossible now. Must be:
>anticapitalist
>antizionist
>antivaxxer (on the off chance of pregnancy, I could not accept poisoning my own children)
>not borderline personality disorder
>biological female
>healthy weight
>natural, healthy lifestyle
>literate
>can cook well
>likes to talk
>no Disney or Marvel

Where the fuck do you meet people like this in Burger land? I'll wait.
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 No.5417

>>5415
you just have to be dominant in the relationship. I repeatedly tell my wife to read theory and have struggle sessions with her. she's slowly learning and she's going to present a talk in front of my party and my 💋Chairman💕 very soon about the law of the unity of opposites and it's application.
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 No.5420

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 No.5422

>>5420
actually existing leftychanner?
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 No.5423

>>5422
no that's a German Syrian 'incel' named Hamudi
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 No.5424

>>5423
Why is incel in quotation marks?
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 No.5425

>>5424
the concept of an 'incel' is a spook.
>simply imagine that he isn't an incel
there, i solved his problem
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 No.5426

>>5425
I have just called him and he's confirmed that he's still an incel despite you imagining otherwise. Response?
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 No.5427

>>5426
You just made that up. You didn't really call him.
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 No.5428

>>5427
I did not make it up. I imagined that I called him and I imagined he confirmed that he is still an incel even though you imagined that he isn't an incel.
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 No.5431

>>5428
Well I Guess We Got Different Takes, What Do You Want Me To Say??
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 No.5432

>>5431
>capitalising the first letter of every word in your post
You need to go back.
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 No.5433

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>>5432
>YoU nEED to GO bAcK.
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 No.5434

>>5433
I'm not responding.
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 No.5506

>>5415
Our modern society is suffering a maturity crisis.
Adulthood is too often looked at from a consumer perspective.


Alot of general discussions revolve around dating struggles or finding the perfect job.

Orabout pop culture trends "declining in wuality".
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 No.5662

>>2296
>The blackpill made me realize how much of a worthless reject I am to society.
<The present condition of mine up till this day has opened my eyes to the actual mode of operation of this social system of relations I find myself in
<I realized that this "society" is nor social, nor society but a global labor camp where the inmates only undermine each other for any nonconformity towards the imposed behavioral ruleset & ally with each other to do it more effectively
"blackpill" is the ultimate cuckery to the societal ordnung which rejected you for one reason or another. It's basically saying "I learned my place in this world, the place which they said I should occupy. They are right & I am wrong if I don't follow".
Marxist psychologist of the past century got you covered @ least in some areas, go read them when & if you will get the energy & a want for it.

>>5410
>I started showering daily again. Got a shorter haircut
Meaningless.
>I don't know how to talk to/approach/meet people, let alone a woman
Praxis, uyghur, praxis with analysis & understanding of what you actually want & nothing else.
>Haven't ejaculated since December 2023
Suicide by prostate cancer is retarded.
>somehow still look at NSFW materials and have sexual thoughts
Gee, fag! It's like you're a human fucking being who developed human sexuality after human puberty! How wrong & impure of you to dare to do allat!

>>5506
>our modern society
Speak for yourself, fag. You didn't build or design ANYTHING in the way this glorified prison works ‒ the bourgs & their intellectual servants did.

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